25AM - Update

Sooo... we now have an above ground pool - a ghetto ass one, but still nice...  today looks like the first day we'll be able to go in it!!!  I need sun desparately - I used to be a dark olive mediterranean color and now I'm the pale kid.  :(  Meh...

Yesterday my boytoy and I went to my mom's... we watched Inception for the 2nd time - that movie gives me horrible anxiety because of all the "am I dreaming, is this real?" - just like my DP in real life... I won't be watching that movie ever again likely - as cool as it was... 

In other news, the job I was offered was supposed to start tomorrow, but I haven't heard anything yet...  :(  Are any of my readers billionaires?  I need a job.  I need a new camcorder before I leave for Germany... I really want to make more videos for you guys and I'd rather do it now than when I'll be making Germany / study abroad videos...  Blah!

I'll find a way!  ;P 

Until later...!

23PM - One computer back online!

Only took a month... jeeeeez!  My dad ended up fixing it for me - he's a software engineer and a whiz at anything to do with computers.  So much has happened in the last month!  First off, I have to say I'm doing much better.  I still have episodes of DP, but they're much less frequent and less intense.  I'm so happy with my life (most of the time, lol) and I'm glad to have the opportunity to start over in Germany in two months... I can't believe it's almost time to leave!!!  I really think what I've been doing has helped tremendously and I want to share everything I've learned with you guys ASAP.  I'm so glad I've had so much support from all my followers - you guys really helped me through a rough patch in my life. 

I'll hopefully be getting a camcorder within a week so that I can start vlogging again.  Also, I'm pretty sure I have a job lined up that starts next week with a friend of the family...  I only have two months to work, but atleast it's something.  I just need to win something - I think I'm due - I've never won anything before! 

Right now I have to go clean up the kitchen - I'm making haluski, chicken noodle soup, and chili later on.  Stashing it away for the week...  :D

I'll write more later tonight... until then!  ^^