So... I get a bit more anxious during this time... I had night panic last night, but I was able to calm down - I'm pretty good at that anymore. I'm hoping that my body will learn to deal with it soon enough.
I was freaking out about losing my memory. I know when people are stressed it's hard to concentrate and therefore remember things. But also my Eustation tube dysfunction may have something to do with that - my head is always "cloudy" anymore. But whatever, there's nothing I can do about that for now, so I'll just have to ride it through.
I'm going to start going to the gym today. I've lost about 15 pounds in muscle over the past year and I want to gain it back by the end of the summer... I'd really prefer 20 pounds... We'll see! I'm gonna buy a gym log book to track my progress and if my routine is sucessful, I'll post my routine for others to try out.
I just wanna say that I'm really glad I have so many people following me and going through this with me. I don't feel so alone anymore, and I'm sure you guys don't either. It wouldn't hurt to leave a comment or just say "hi"! I get tons of emails, but the numbers for hits / emails doesn't add up! Come out you blog lurkers! :D
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