I aced it. Absolutely aced it. But that does not comfort me as my next final is tomorrow morning at 8am!!! :( I do not like this... My fiance will drive me though, so it's all good. Early morning + me + driving = no go. I can't believe it has come to this. I don't want to be "that guy". I don't want to be the person who is reliant on everyone around her. I was the strong independent woman who took care of everyone else around her for her entire life. Now look at me... But I know this will pass. I will eventually get through this. Besides, I get to go to Germany for an entire year, where I will do nothing but rides trains and buses... I can't wait to not have to drive!!! :D
I spent a good deal of time today trying to create new schedules for myself over the summer, hopefully to take my mind off my anxiety and occasional DP...
I want to work at my mother-in-law's business over the summer so bad... but it seems that she cannot hire me... which I do not understand, as her two employees who were paid together over six times what I made working there before... as far as I can see, she should love the cheap help now! There's no shortage of work to be done, there's hundreds of files that need to be audited, new files that need to be opened and many other things... I NEED to make atleast $5,000 this summer... and I can't do that working some shitty, minimum wage, 25-30 hours a week job. I'll be screwed. I NEED this job... or to win the lottery, either will do... BUT seeing as I don't play the lottery, the first seems more plausible... :\ BUT also seeing as she doesn't want to hire me... that's not looking too plausible either. More like - I AM screwed...
I don't know what to do... Beg?
Ideas?
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