20PM - Big-Man-Trucks

I went out today to go get a few things for Taekwondo tomorrow... I guess I was having anxiety while I was out because my DP started to crawl back in... Now that I'm back home, I'm a little better... but when it hits like that when I'm out, it's bad... I started going through my usual routine of thinking to myself, "What if I never go back to normal? How will I ever not be like this?"  I become nearly instantly depressed because I'm so scared... But after I rationalize my thoughts in my head, it usually passes.  I read a helpful paragraph today... can't remember where, but it went something like this - Even thought DP is scary, it's just a symptom - this means if you fix the underlying cause, it will go away.  The human body is built to take on anything and everything, this is just a phase in your life, you'll be just fine.  I also read that this all can be sometimes caused by a mere vitamin deficiency, don't know if that's true or not, but I hope so, because I think the vitamins are helping.  Maybe within a few weeks I'll be back in action!  I'm so looking forward to having my life back, I don't want to look back at this period in my life regretting all the time I wasted being scared and not trying to get better.  I'm doing all I can to take control again.  I'll get there, surely, even if slowly.

Now... for a subject besides anxiety and DP... FINALLY!!! haha...

I saw what I like to call a "Big-Man-Truck" today with a bunch of stickers on the back and bumper...

The sticker that bothered me the most was the one that said "Kill the caribou and take their oil!"  ...I honestly don't know where to begin...  What a selfish human being...  What does he intend to leave his grandchildren and their grandchildren with?  A flattened and poisoned earth?  People get so offensive when they think they're dealing with "treehuggers"... I suppose you could label me that, but it's not just the trees that I'm worried about.  The earth will be fine... we however, if the current trend continues, will not be fine...  Resources are finite.  Simple physics and math people.  I'll explain the global warming issue later in plain understandable english.  It is not a hoax and it is something to think about.  I study these issues for my profession - I am a scientist.  By the time we get caught up on what I have found out so far, you'll be just as concerned as I am... and wondering why these dumbshit rednecks continue to drive their Big-Man-Trucks with stupid ignorant stickers on the back.  ...Am I starting to rant? ...Good.  I'll save the rest for later when I'm ready to start from the bottom and explain up... 

I don't know if I have any readers, but if you're out there, leave a comment... It'd be nice to know I'm not alone here, and I don't bite - too hard.  :P