It seems lately that when I wake up is when I have the worst DP... I guess because I have been having exciting dreams, and I get worked up and start having anxiety before I even wake up. I wake up shaking or just feel completely out of it. This morning I stood staring at my toothbrush pondering my existence - "Why am I even here if I can't connect or feel anything?" Then I get worried about thinking such things... I cannot stress how much I want this gone.
It feels like I can't find the "on" switch to my brain... And I'm still waiting for some comments here people... I even made a video yesterday!!! hehe... I'm just playing, but really... responses?
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