Wednesday, March 16, 2011

16PM - Looking back on my progress...

I know I'm not entirely healed, and won't be for a while... but looking back to where I was one-two months ago... wow, what an improvement...  I was having multiple panic attacks per day, always thinking I was going to die or lose my mind... feeling just completely out of it 24 / 7...  I had no hope what-so-ever... I wasn't suicidal, but I wouldn't have cared if I died.  It was such a depressing time. 

I still often feel out of it, or my head feels "fuzzy"... But I much better off than I was...  My point is : Always keep hope, it might be all you have, but it is enough to pull you through.  Never let go of it.

I'd type more tonight, but I just typed a huge paper and made a HUGE powerpoint presentation for tomorrow... My hands are killing me.

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