6AM - Yet another good night!

The house is finally clean... and I slept through another night without panic... I do still feel a bit distant and unconnected to things around me, but atleast it's not as bad as before.  Today my fiance and I are going up to a ski resort with a few friends for a couple days.  So I won't be here to write until Wednesday I believe.  I'm going to try to get up a video before I leave though... Wish me luck for the next few days!