24AM - Photos printed and ready to go...

Just got my pics printed out, just in time to drive to school and turn them in.  I woke up feeling horrid today, also woke up a few times last night with panic about the weirdest of things - thought about the possible effects of using bleach on my head and if it made me lose brain cells...  Yeah... I know, it's weird, but it happened... Luckily I was able to calm myself down and go back to sleep.  Lately I've had this feeling where I'm able to look out over my situation and think things like - "Heather, if you were to show up at the emergency room right now, and tell these people what you're thinking, they'd laugh at you.  It's absolutely rediculous.  You're fine!  There is nothing wrong with you!"  And it works.  Last night I thought about showing up at the hospital and telling them I thought my hair color caused brain damage, I heard myself saying it and realized how insane it sounded.  I know my thoughts are irrational, and I just have to reason with myself and let it pass, there's no other way.  I woke up this morning feeling out of it and a bit dizzy, but as soon as I was moving around for a few minutes I felt better.  I'd really like my fiance to drive me today, I'm just not feeling up to it.  We'll see what he says...   :P