Today I spoke with one of my friends who also suffers from anxiety. Felt good to know that I'm not the only one. I know I'm not, but it seems the only other people are the ones on the internet - Don't get me wrong, it's a great supportive community, but talking to a real live person who can relate to you is great. We both experience alot of the same symptoms and discussed how we cope.
The sun being out was also a great booster, but I'm still feeling like I'm in a haze. Atleast I haven't had any panic attacks lately. Those are the worst. Like I said yesterday - just proving to yourself that you can do something can be a good moral booster. I drove again today to school and back. The only thing I'm upset about now is the whole memory deal... I had exams today, yesterday, and one last week - it just seems that no matter how hard I study, I have a hard time remembering things anymore... But I keep my head high because I know that once I deal with my anxiety and panic, these things should fade with time.
I finally got a comment on my Youtube! and a message! I'm so excited!!! :D I don't feel so alone anymore on the interwebs - I'm making friends! Yah! I'm going to try to upload a video atleast once a week. We'll see how that goes...
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